Tuesday, January 3, 2012

New

Made a new blog instead of this one, thought that i should change one in order to get a new and fresh start into the new year. Its pretty easy to find if you know how to but if you want to look at it and dont know how ask me and i will mst  likely tell you. depending on the person that you are. because i have stalkers on here that look on my stuff all the time and they dont have no reason to be -.- lameo teenagers.. but yup new blog, thought i would let you know

Thursday, December 29, 2011

deletion of the church on facebook

well many of you have been wondering "hey why the heck did that idiot delete me? is he just pissed and sending his rage out towards me? is he just mad at me? whats going on"
-well i am here to put an end to this entire thing and just come out and say most of it.
-i decided to remove the church from my friends list because i no longer want to stay connected with the church, i dont want to be "involved" with the church. if i had a choice to come to church or not i would most certainly would not come. not for anyone. this is an opinion and a thing that i have come up with with a few reasons which in my opinion are not neccesarily needed to be said. i have no personal matters to be against any of you.. well some of you.. and if you think i have no honest reason to be mad at you then its safe to say that you are clear from my rain of fire. i just in my opinion see the church as a whole, a untrusted and a place where no one is trustworthy. a year ago i woulda loved church, nine months ago i wanted to come less, few months ago it got better, last week i said i was done. i have no intention of recconnecting with the church. people who i have known there for years have changed. and well its time for me to move on. so again.. nothing personal with most of you.. if i have a thing that i want to get rid of [the church] im going to rid my profile from it. i dont want to discuss anything about this ordeal so i would like for it to be left alone. and when i come to church on sunday morning that i may not be confronted or be asked about it.
-lets be mature about it
-not mad at most of you
-deletion was not personal, for most
-confrontation is something i do NOT want
-ordeal, would like to be ignored and un spoken about

Saturday, December 10, 2011

F U Sermine

- ah what a great video and what a great sermine, who knew that black church could be so funny
-the importance that i saw in this video is that he brought up a phrase that alot of people use today and use it in a crude and disrespectful way. but this guy.. the genius that he is, changed it and made it into a goddly phrase. F is forgive not for the other thing that i am not permited to type down. and he added humor into it so that the people would think it was even mre acceptable. throughout the video he was teaching them how to forgive, using context of the bible, and then made the transition to the new FU. he said we need to forgive like god forgives us, we need to forgive everybody around us, we need to forgive the ones who have hurt us. this is something that i wish could go on in our church but gah.. these people dont have a sense of humor. oh well. this video should atleast be showed up on a sunday morning to teach them something. i dont honestly think i am going to go around and say F U to everybody that i know, but if the time comes up.. and i think that that person really needs to have my forgiveness.. i will say "*input name here* FU" that is also what you need to think of when someone says Fu to you. they are forgiving you.. maybe deep down. but they are forgiving you. the ability of the church to make it in a friendly enviorment works wonders. 100,000+ views on youtube. means that it has reached to people all over

Friday, December 9, 2011

Blog FInale.. F U

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HLXW_Y0S4-cGo to the link above for my final blog tomorrow morning. Insight

Bro's Before Hoes

some might say that this has nothing to do with christ. and all of that junk and well i am here to tell you differently. someone like me can find one of these old terms and phrases and turn it into something decently acceptable by some people.
     christ tells us that we need to stikc together with our family because they are all that we have in life. friends wont be there for you forever but family will be. your brother is something that you need to charish in life. but a hoe.. or lets say girlfriend is something that will hopefully pass away and go away eventually. this phrase is maybe just another way to say that family comes first and next to that no one can compare with them on this earth. family is something to cherish and to make first priority instead of a temporary distraction.
     bro's stick together. and christ tells us that this is the way its supposed to be. you dont strike your father, you dont disrespect your mother. and you dont leave your brother or sister behind. just not something that you do. you can like your girl all you want to but, family will always come first and thats they way its supposed to be.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Turn The Other Cheek

something that i will not do because i know that i couldnt
-if some one. anyone is to punch my face. slap my face. they should know that i am going to jump up and do everythig in my power to kick their BLAH BLAH BLAH.. urg.. i will not just sit there and be hit. and i highly doubt any one of you would do it either. especially if you are a guy. i.. i get mad aand i dont cry. if i get mad my hand starts to shake. if i get hit.. well thats another thing. im not like jesus and i dont know how that man could have possibley done it but yeah i kinda could his was a prinsoner there wasnt much that he could do. no friend of his jjust slapped his face cause they got in an argument. i think that this is something that probably no body has done in a long long time. sometimes people dont want to evade the fight because it makes them look like a wuss. or maybe they are wanting to fight in general. turning the other cheek in my mind pretty much means "hey im to mature to do this junk. so im done.  goodbye" but honestly.. i think the anger inside of me at that point would overpower my mature brain at that moment. and i think that would go for the same for you. jesus can talk he wants to about turning the other cheek but i dont think ever in that book did he get slapped in the face and turn that cheek. i think that there should have been some example. and maybe we could have made the statement more realisitc. turning the other cheek is something that common soceity is saying that we shouldnt do. they say we should fight and try to hurt each other to no end. but yeah. turning the other cheek is a sign of maturity. a sign of streangth beyond the muscle. and a sense of inteligence that we dont see often. and i am man enough to admit that i probably couldnt do it. what about you

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Forgiveness

Well we all know we are supposed to forgive people but honestly i am tired of forgiving. i forgive alot of things in life. il forgive you for stepping on my foot, il forgive you for insulting me, and il forgive you for lieng to me, but after awhile.. im done forgiving you and im just about ready to leave you alone. jesus says for us to forgive but gah.. i am tired of forgiving people. they dont deserve it. you can mess up but for christ sake you need to learn your  lesson but it looks like you cant so im done with you. everyone has a limit, and everyone has boundries but i dont think it should be my responsiblity to tell you. i am tired of being the nice kid. i am not perfect, and neither are you, but you should have the common sense to know you are wrong. and i dont care that i am not fogiving you because i have far to many times. Forgive and Forget. Is something i can not do. something i will not do. and something that you should not do. Its not a cammandment to fogive, its not even a rule, so i dont think i am not completely wrong for not fogiving. but i think i am correct for not. and that first quote up there. i believe is completely false by the way. and the second one isnt either. they in my eyes are falso quotes. apparently learning to forgive we are all supposed to do if we are to be strong christians. but hey im able to say that im not.  so i think im doing just fine at my current pace

A mistake is always forgivable, rarely excusable and always unacceptable.
Robert Fripp

Forgiveness means letting go of the past.
Gerald Jampolsky