New

Made a new blog instead of this one, thought that i should change one in order to get a new and fresh start into the new year. Its pretty easy to find if you know how to but if you want to look at it and dont know how ask me and i will mst  likely tell you. depending on the person that you are. because i have stalkers on here that look on my stuff all the time and they dont have no reason to be -.- lameo teenagers.. but yup new blog, thought i would let you know

deletion of the church on facebook

well many of you have been wondering "hey why the heck did that idiot delete me? is he just pissed and sending his rage out towards me? is he just mad at me? whats going on"
-well i am here to put an end to this entire thing and just come out and say most of it.
-i decided to remove the church from my friends list because i no longer want to stay connected with the church, i dont want to be "involved" with the church. if i had a choice to come to church or not i would most certainly would not come. not for anyone. this is an opinion and a thing that i have come up with with a few reasons which in my opinion are not neccesarily needed to be said. i have no personal matters to be against any of you.. well some of you.. and if you think i have no honest reason to be mad at you then its safe to say that you are clear from my rain of fire. i just in my opinion see the church as a whole, a untrusted and a place where no one is trustworthy. a year ago i woulda loved church, nine months ago i wanted to come less, few months ago it got better, last week i said i was done. i have no intention of recconnecting with the church. people who i have known there for years have changed. and well its time for me to move on. so again.. nothing personal with most of you.. if i have a thing that i want to get rid of [the church] im going to rid my profile from it. i dont want to discuss anything about this ordeal so i would like for it to be left alone. and when i come to church on sunday morning that i may not be confronted or be asked about it.
-lets be mature about it
-not mad at most of you
-deletion was not personal, for most
-confrontation is something i do NOT want
-ordeal, would like to be ignored and un spoken about

F U Sermine

- ah what a great video and what a great sermine, who knew that black church could be so funny
-the importance that i saw in this video is that he brought up a phrase that alot of people use today and use it in a crude and disrespectful way. but this guy.. the genius that he is, changed it and made it into a goddly phrase. F is forgive not for the other thing that i am not permited to type down. and he added humor into it so that the people would think it was even mre acceptable. throughout the video he was teaching them how to forgive, using context of the bible, and then made the transition to the new FU. he said we need to forgive like god forgives us, we need to forgive everybody around us, we need to forgive the ones who have hurt us. this is something that i wish could go on in our church but gah.. these people dont have a sense of humor. oh well. this video should atleast be showed up on a sunday morning to teach them something. i dont honestly think i am going to go around and say F U to everybody that i know, but if the time comes up.. and i think that that person really needs to have my forgiveness.. i will say "*input name here* FU" that is also what you need to think of when someone says Fu to you. they are forgiving you.. maybe deep down. but they are forgiving you. the ability of the church to make it in a friendly enviorment works wonders. 100,000+ views on youtube. means that it has reached to people all over

Blog FInale.. F U

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HLXW_Y0S4-cGo to the link above for my final blog tomorrow morning. Insight

Bro's Before Hoes

some might say that this has nothing to do with christ. and all of that junk and well i am here to tell you differently. someone like me can find one of these old terms and phrases and turn it into something decently acceptable by some people.
     christ tells us that we need to stikc together with our family because they are all that we have in life. friends wont be there for you forever but family will be. your brother is something that you need to charish in life. but a hoe.. or lets say girlfriend is something that will hopefully pass away and go away eventually. this phrase is maybe just another way to say that family comes first and next to that no one can compare with them on this earth. family is something to cherish and to make first priority instead of a temporary distraction.
     bro's stick together. and christ tells us that this is the way its supposed to be. you dont strike your father, you dont disrespect your mother. and you dont leave your brother or sister behind. just not something that you do. you can like your girl all you want to but, family will always come first and thats they way its supposed to be.

Turn The Other Cheek

something that i will not do because i know that i couldnt
-if some one. anyone is to punch my face. slap my face. they should know that i am going to jump up and do everythig in my power to kick their BLAH BLAH BLAH.. urg.. i will not just sit there and be hit. and i highly doubt any one of you would do it either. especially if you are a guy. i.. i get mad aand i dont cry. if i get mad my hand starts to shake. if i get hit.. well thats another thing. im not like jesus and i dont know how that man could have possibley done it but yeah i kinda could his was a prinsoner there wasnt much that he could do. no friend of his jjust slapped his face cause they got in an argument. i think that this is something that probably no body has done in a long long time. sometimes people dont want to evade the fight because it makes them look like a wuss. or maybe they are wanting to fight in general. turning the other cheek in my mind pretty much means "hey im to mature to do this junk. so im done.  goodbye" but honestly.. i think the anger inside of me at that point would overpower my mature brain at that moment. and i think that would go for the same for you. jesus can talk he wants to about turning the other cheek but i dont think ever in that book did he get slapped in the face and turn that cheek. i think that there should have been some example. and maybe we could have made the statement more realisitc. turning the other cheek is something that common soceity is saying that we shouldnt do. they say we should fight and try to hurt each other to no end. but yeah. turning the other cheek is a sign of maturity. a sign of streangth beyond the muscle. and a sense of inteligence that we dont see often. and i am man enough to admit that i probably couldnt do it. what about you

Forgiveness

Well we all know we are supposed to forgive people but honestly i am tired of forgiving. i forgive alot of things in life. il forgive you for stepping on my foot, il forgive you for insulting me, and il forgive you for lieng to me, but after awhile.. im done forgiving you and im just about ready to leave you alone. jesus says for us to forgive but gah.. i am tired of forgiving people. they dont deserve it. you can mess up but for christ sake you need to learn your  lesson but it looks like you cant so im done with you. everyone has a limit, and everyone has boundries but i dont think it should be my responsiblity to tell you. i am tired of being the nice kid. i am not perfect, and neither are you, but you should have the common sense to know you are wrong. and i dont care that i am not fogiving you because i have far to many times. Forgive and Forget. Is something i can not do. something i will not do. and something that you should not do. Its not a cammandment to fogive, its not even a rule, so i dont think i am not completely wrong for not fogiving. but i think i am correct for not. and that first quote up there. i believe is completely false by the way. and the second one isnt either. they in my eyes are falso quotes. apparently learning to forgive we are all supposed to do if we are to be strong christians. but hey im able to say that im not.  so i think im doing just fine at my current pace

A mistake is always forgivable, rarely excusable and always unacceptable.
Robert Fripp

Forgiveness means letting go of the past.
Gerald Jampolsky

The Power Of The Mind.

alright well before you and drew were here i think it might have been with harold? or maybe even before them but cherish was there for a day and she made up a giant statement thta kind of made me think. how did christ have power over his mind. even as a child he must have thought of one bad thought in his mind. if he was a teenager, he must have had wrong thought atleast once in his life. there is not a person who has not thought of something wrong in their life. we might have thought it but not said it but i think its still sinful. the mind is kind of a way, or the control  to how you act. if your mind is messed up so will your heart because those thoughts are all that you think about. the mind is something that has to be tamed. and in my eyes if god was pure. and he was perfect then he must have never thought of something wrong in his entire life so that he could have had a pure heart. he must of had some kind of serious training though.. cause i dont think anyone could ever do it. there is alot of things that i could go into that could help you realize the small things that could end up being sinful but i will not. his heart was pure, so his mind must have been also. if your mind is currupt so will you

Public Displays Of Affection

i can honestly say that i hate this thing to no end.. i walk to school, in a bad mood, its another monday, and i do not want my first glimpse of school to see to ugly people inside and out to make out infront of everybody, i dont want to be stuck behind to people holding hands with each other. get your own freaking space outside of school and meet each other there. frankly i dont care how much you supposedly love each other, i think you should just go away and do it.
- i also believe that it is something rude. i dont think that if you can not do something infront of your grandmother or not show your grandmother then its something rude. you would not make out with your girlfriend infront of your grandmother and you would probably not just hold hands in your church infront of everybody too. this is something that you do in your own private time away from others because in my eyes it is rude. i even believe that if i were to finally decide to date someone.. eh not happening because i hate people but still.. i would not dare hold a hand with someone in school -.- cause i feel bad for the soul that walks behind me haha.
- wrong? right? no problem? i wonder, is it me, or is it just incorrect. i dont think they ever did this back in the day in jesus' time but they had adultry. but eh i dont know what he would say about public displays of affection.. or what anybody else would back then.

Easter

yes, i just did christmas but i couldnt really think of anything else at the moment and this will still be a good topic to write down. or type down.
yes again i will talk about how they have destroyed the reason of it and then turned it into something else that is mainly for money and gifts.
-the origional reason of easter is of course the death of jesus, which doesnt seem like a nice thing to celebrate but apparently it is something that we are supposed to do. they can make up reasons to celebrate that can include him dieng for our sins and with that we were allowed to come into heaven once we believed in him. i find the whole idea of easter is kind of.. a waste of a holiday. lets just agknowledge what happend but not throw a giant party.
-now all we do mainly is throw stupid eggs around the yard and tell everyone that the easter bunny came and then we go find the eggs and just go eat some food. gah how the lies have fueled our country in order to get money and profit for some strange reason. our country always seems to try to take christ away from the entire holiday. they create a way of making a profit in everything possible and end up destroying the true meaning of the holiday.
-same statement to have here today, ask a child and ask them what is the meaning of easter or what happens on easter and see if they say that "we celebrate that jesus died for our sins" and not that the easter bunny comes and gives us presents.

The "Fakeness" Of The Church

ehi have always hated this and its always been in the church that we all go to but i thought i might as well lay it out here now. why is almost every single person in that church so fake.. they never show their true feelings they always just show themselves being happy. as drew has said before, if there was any a place to show how we really are feeling, church would be it, because its supposed to be the place that you turn to when you are hurt so people can pray for you and encourage you or do whatever needs to be done. but it seems that at our church these people just put on their happy masks and never shows anything different. my brother is a prime example,  he wa sall made one day when he was driving us to church [when he had a permit] and my mom was yelling and fussing at him, and he was being rude, so he was mad going into church, happy in the church, and got mad again outside those doors. my mom asked why the sudden mood changed and his words exactly were "we are back in the real world"..
-for me, i dont give a flying pig if you want me to be happy, if im not in a good mood, im going to show it, im not going to be anybody that you want me to be, im going to be me. i think that if the church actually started to do this we would find out that not alot of people in that church are who they really are. friends say that you should put a smile on your face but when your down you should be able to show it and not be fussed at for it.
-the church should be able to show their true character and be vulnerable to other people so that they can actually helpl you and care for you the way that the church was intended to be.

Giving

any easy thing to do. something that we do for christmas and something that we all do for one another. the whole idea of giving is you share something with someone else or you just give it to someone else entirely. and well there is a certain story in the book of the bible that is the prime example of giving.
     little kid, i dont think the bible tells us if he is poor or not but he went to the market and just bout two fish and a loaf of bread? but yeah and jesus asked for it, and he just gave it all to him without a second thought. and because of his choice to give it. jesus made a miracle out of it and converted it into enough food for everyone to have and it fed thousands. he gave jesus everything that he had at that moment and that could have been all the money that he had saved up for awhile, the money that his parents gave him to go buy dinner, or just for something else. we do not know but whats important is that he gave his everything to jesus and he got something better out of it. which can also go into tything. giving a small percent of your stuff and jesus gives you something back in return. giving is something that is something almost bread into everyone of us but it has true meaning in it. and also gives us a chance to give to god, and to give to others and hopefully by showing our character show them our light, and bring them closer to christ because of it.

Christmas

something that is upcoming but i was trying to save this but it turns out that i will not be able to do it on the day of christmas so i will do it now.
- the curruption and the muk that has polluted the truth of the reason of christmas is truely almost gone in my eyes. we all know that when we were kids and we are asked... what happens on christmas? we always said, oh santa comes and we get alot of presents and we open them in the morning. we never did say that we celebrate the birth of jesus christ. and well thats kind of a sad thing to think about. modern soceity and the ones that were in the past had to just come up with some thing or figure to hide the fact that this day is truely for god. they made up some way that people could spend even more money and not just eat and be with family and celebrate christs birth. and well i am not denying that i dont like the presents but its kind of a shame that everything in common soceity has some kind of fairy tale thing about it that makes us end up spending money for the government to have again. it was always used to be day just for jesus but sometime in the past "saint nicolas was created and then began the reign of the presents and the insane spending. sometimes it is hard to realize that most children dont even realize what the true meaning of christmas.
-short thing, x-mas, another example of what someone decided so that they could take christ out of christmas, most thought it was just shortening the word on christmas cards but when you come to think about it, you really are taking christ out of CHRISTmas.
-attempt to do this sometime when christmas comes closer and the child is of closer age. ask them what the true meaning of christmas us. see if i am wrong.

Cripled, Blind, Deaf

alright i dont get this part but why does god create these types of people, have these injuries or issues with their bodies from birth. i mean its understandable if it happens later but why does it have to be something that they may have at birth. are just might have some kind of diformaty, or injury that will cause them to never be accepted in common soceity. to me i believe this is a type of cruelty to put on someone. why would he not just put eveyone in a healthy and good manner and make it just.. right. dont you dare say that this is to show gods power because its not.. showing gods power is blowing up a volcano, or striking lighting in a good picture. but gah, why this.. this is a type of.. curse. they say that in different religions if you have something like this then you were a horrible person in a past life and that you deserved this and well i could go along with that.. but why does someone even deserve this. god should be loving and all of that but why curse the inocent from birth and make them less then they ever could have been. it doesnt make sense why some dont have the opportunities that some one else has just because of a physical difformaty or a mental, or just other issue that someone might have. its something that is just wrong in my eyes. he should have never have created these injuries, these issues int he first place because it will always be that these people are less then anyone else is some peoples eyes.

Evolution

well sense i am in biology i have to been in class where we talk about evolution. well i have no problem talking about it, and frankly i believe in some of it. its alright to believe in evolution because in my eyes there is no doubt that it has occured. but well sometimes there are those agressive people that are out there that are just STRONGLY against the even thought of evolution and well.. as a person who goes to church and a person who goes to school and must agknowledge the thought of evolution i must say that it makes some sense that it is possible for it. yes i know that god created everything on earth but no it does not say that he limited everything to stay exactly the way that it was once he created it. some things must change in order to survive and i think that is what evolution is about. i do not believe however that humans came from monkeys.. because that is just weird? i think that we are far to different for us to be from each other and i think that god made us specifically in his own image to be apart from the rest of them. i find that alot of people are just scared to even think of the possibility of evolution and some think tha it is just plain.. evil. but i am here to state my opinion  that we are aloud to believe in evolution but also be able to be a christian. lets all be mature about this and say that we are intitled to our own opinions. and this is something that i will conclude things in this, why would god limit every animal to stay frozen forevery? why would he not let them grow and become something bigger and better then before.

Honoring Your Father And Mother

In the bible it was one of the cammandments that you were to honor your father and mother and i believe that in the old days it was also punishable by death if you struck your father?
to me the whole "honor your father and mother" means that you love and respect them to the best of your abilities, you do as your told when your told, you dont disobey them, you always try to earn their praise.
-truthfully? i dont think this is much of him to ask of you. loving your parents? easy, doing as they say? easy, respecting them? easy. well all of this is for me. i dont have one problem with loving my mother and father, i dont have a problem with doing what they say and i have no problem with respecting them because i do. i think that i am oddly close to my parents for some reason. i hear all the kids at school COMPLAINING that their parents grounded them because they did something INSANELY stupid and well i can agree with the parents. some girl said she smacked her mom and i imedately jumped in because that in my eyes is so wrong.. she deserved to be sent away somewhere because that is horrible. honoring your father and mother is something that is one of the things you should be born to do, something you should be naturally able to do, because they above all else on this world love you as much as anyone else ever could.
-exceptions, possibilities, what if a child is in an abusive home? a home where they are neglected and that they are forced to find food elsewhere? a home where  they are molested? what then? i think that there are a few exceptions that are due to be made in this one and important commandment. every parent as the tools to either make their child loving or make their child a evil thing. sometimes i think it is ok to hit your parent if you are forced to, as in an abusive home, but besides that i see no loose ends to this commandment?
-punishable by death? heck no. but punishable indeed. a child who disobeys, disrespects, and htis their parents indeed does deserve a measurable punishment, and no i am not clear of any of this, i know for a fact that i have done it before but i am just saying.. its wrong.. and if god believes that it is important for a reason then i think we should all take it into account.

Baptizm

An ancient thing that was used back in the days when jesus was here or there but yeah.. i really dont see what the point of the whole thing is -.- sure its an important thing that we all are "supposed" to do before we die because its some kind of a good thing or whatever but all i really see is you being put in a thing of water. why is the water important? why cant the preacher or whatever just say all that stuff without it and say that all of your sins are forgiven? i mean i know that its an important thing because jesus got it done by his cousin or something like that but i really dont see the significance in the whole idea of getting baptized. and i really dong think i am going to ever go get it done for myself because i really dont see it as an important thing. braxton got baptized when he was like eight -.- maybe older and well at that time all i bet he saw in doing it was that he was getting a free bath. my mom got it done the same time and well she was probably in her early twenty's? maybe thirty's but yeah.. i dont think it can have any special meaning for it. some people say that if you  dont get it done that you are not "saved" and well blah to them. i dont think i wan to get one. eh i heard some story about some old guy who got baptized on his last year of life because he wanted his sins to be almost non existent whenever he died so i think that would be a smarter idea then just getting it to get it over with. so statements and questions and concerns would be as fallowed
Statements, baptizm.. eh i dont think i want to get it done, it seems like something non important even though it apparently is
Questions, is it important o.O does it have any true meaning to it that could potentially make or break someones chances of going up there.. ya know.. there!
Concerns, Got any?

Avoiding Mainstream Christianity

Gah i swear this is something that i think will always be out there but something alot of people like myself will have alot of trouble doing. avoiding the mainstream christianity. basically meaning going to church for the habit, the continuous schedule of doing it but not for the right reasons like going to learn more about god.
- i myself can honestly say that i am a definite mainstreem Christianity goer or whatever you would call this thing because i go for no other reason but besides the fact that i have to. if i ever had the chance not to go to that church i would not. there is no reason for me to go there and i have no real attachment to it. i used to go because i like to hang out with friends and that was my reason but no i just honestly could care less about going to it or not. and yes i know that this is a wrong thing to do because i am going for all of the wrong reasons but still its not about me its about learning how to avoid it, and that other people are also doing it today.
-how do you avoid this "mainstream Christianity" that is going on today in society. good question but honestly i dont really know but the only thing i can guess for you to do is to create a relationship with god. if that is the reason you should be going, it leads me to believe that that is the thing that could help you avoid the mainstream. read your bible! pray more! do something so that you can grow with god more.. really people.. i dont know what else to say to you? i mean i know i seem like a hypocritical but geez its the truth. im just a lazy person who does not feel like reading that book and i dont remember or pray as much as i should.but still i am here to inform you about it and what i think we should do about it. so basically, pray, read your holy book, and just.. try to get closer to god and that will hopefully intern make you want too go there more for the learning of him instead of meeting your friends, or just going for the routine.

Thanksgiving, Being Thankful

Well, what started up as something that the pilgrims and the native americans did in the beggining of our country ended up becoming this giant system that we all know and kidna celebrate in our country today. but do you know the meaning? i know what i think it is.
Whats your meaning of thanksgiving? Just.. saying "oh i am thankful for this, or that, and of course this"
My Meaning, whenever i am asked the statement what are you thankful for i would give out a responce exactly or close to this one "i am thankful for my mother who is always there for me, my father who provides for me, my brothers and sister who support me, my friends who encourage me, and i am thankful that i am living today with a good life that i have" yes.. sounds kinda generic but i am thankful for all of those things in life and thats mainly all i am thankful for right there. family like i always say is the number one thing in my life and i always will stick to that no matter what.
The average person in america would probably not even think of thanksgiving as a day to give appreciation for all the things that are good in your life that you have and all of the friends and family that you also have. they mostly think about the food that they are going to stuff down their throats and sometimes they even just dont celebrate it at all.. eh i wouldnt blame you. i dont think the whole food thing and all of this extra work should kinda be neccessary to celebrate thanksgiving properly. but i do think that you should look on this day as a day tha tyo uare supposed to acknowledge all of the good things that you do have in your life.
Melanie, ah wow this was pretty cool. i was watching "the x factor" the other night and well their theme for the week was "thankful" what are you thankful basically. well some people said friends, some people said boyfriends, most said mother, father, daughter but well this girl shockingly said that she was thankful for god and everything that he has done in her life and well i was kinda in shock that she just came out on live television and said this. i mean most people dont do this and well she came right out and said it. her statement was basically "everyone in my life has let me down atleast one before but i will always know that he will never let me down" and well gah.. that really made me think for a little bit.. yes everyone does let you down in your life.. and well she really made god seem good that night on that show.. let me tell you.. i was like woah.. gifted.. she said that whenever she was done and had no where to go she was thankful that she got to talk to him and let him do all of the work.. powerful stuff.. so now you should be able to say that i am thankful for god working in my life today even though i sometimes dont even realize it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jENnBZ11yg

Moses

one of the greatest movies that i have seen in my young life and one of the oldest and yet most familiar stories that we have to know about. there are some things that are told in the story and there are some things are probably not told in the story but how bout i just try to expand this a little bit more..
beggining.. well we all know he was some poor baby born and well in the time when the pharoe was all like "OH no those little isrealites are over populating.. might as well kill all the new borns by feeding them to crocs.." and well the mom put him in a basket and pushed him down a river hoping he would miraculously get away in safety.. [REALLY lady? you dont want him to get eaten by crocs but you put him in a river filled with boats.. and hippoes and all other types of jacked up animals.. ] and well the princess? or someone royal finds him and raises him alongside his brother [fake] and well he apparently doesnt even know where he comes from untill he is some late teenage kid.
QUESTIONS : what the heck? there are a few faults in this that i am no so certain about at the moment.. why would this lady just not even be curious about where the basket with a baby inside and where it came from? if these egyptians have apparently know hearts and are ruthless just jacked up people why didnt she just throw it away or make it a slave because it didnt have pure blood of a king? also.. how JACKED UP is this.. "feeding all of the new borns to a bunch of crocs because the isrealiates are over populating the area" gosh people.. you must have had some seriously jacked up time beause that is just horrible.. new inocent things and you are just slaughtering them.. what in the world could have gone wrong in their minds to have made them so messed up in the head.. its kinda.. no really disgusting to think about?
-relationships to the present.. to the past.. to the future..
we all know of the mass murderer.. phschopath adolf hitler who you know.. kinda slaughertered millions of jews in various ways.. gas.. just shot.. probably worse things that we dont even know about.. again? what is wroing with him? i see know possible way that his child hood was so jacked up that he thought that these people were so horrible? and besides the people that he claimed to be perfect "blue eyes, blond hair" he didnt have any of these qualitites so this just doesnt make sense either.
future.. what on earth is possible in the world.. we dont know.. often we think of machines taking over and slaughtering off all man kind "terminator" but gah is it possible? is there always going to be a time of no peace in this world.. moses' BEGINNING has so much deapth into it and so much relevence to the stuff that has gone on recently and the stuff that is still very likely to go on in the future that we dont even know it..
i dont get why there are so many deffective people in the world, why god just makes these monsters that walk the earth and why he lets so much jacked up stuff happen and usually not do a thing about it for a while.. its so confusing and its just aggravating at times.. he had the power to end egypt right there.. but no babys died.. who cares if their pride should crumble down.. no one deserves to die at someone elses expense