Serving

oh my freaking god -.- i swear... i am having the hardest time to serve! its supposed to be easy right? just throw a ball up and hit it into a box over a net. no not really. this is something that i have found to come as an almost impossible thing for me to do. i try and try and try and try and try and try and try. and well i cant get that stupid ball in it! i have a good toss i think but its just my stance.. or how i hit the ball that just does not work for me.. i swear to you tennis gods that before my season comes i will get my serve done and i will have it in a good way or decent enough! if i have it by then then i will be fine.. i think.. the rest of the stuff i still want to work on but i just need to get a serve.. i am thinking about starting all the way back to the basics until i can get to the point where i can actually try to put a little umph onto it..well lets home that i can put the umph on the ball whenever i play next becuase.. that is my number one goal for the rest of the year and that is going to be on my new years resolution "get a good consistent serve" wish me luck everyone

You Racist !

have you ever noticed that the world and all of its people are not always friendly or treating each other equally? yes we all know what that is.. racism. yes there is no slavery yes there are no more things that make absurd treatment of another race BUT there still is. we all know that there are people in this world that do not like black people, we know there are people that don't like white people [i don't like a few myself...] but at least i give everyone an equal chance to impress me before i just turn my back on you! i find it kinda racist when you treat ever race besides your less or worse then your own. example my black drivers ed teacher is a plum racist, if she doesn't realize it then that's her own problem but anyone who is not black in the class can. She accused my Mexican friend of talking to this other Mexican while she was speaking and well i know for a fact that she wont say a word to anyone? AND whats worse is that she called ME out the other day? our  you freaking serious lady? i am a A class student.. i do what i am told i fallow the rules no questions asked. and she called me out saying that i was "playing around" with my friend. uh no not at all lady. i was asking for a highlighter. you can certainly call out those easily once their skin color is not the same as yours. BUT when you have a class clown.. disrespectful piece of jerky in the class who cuts up and everything else you can mention guess what happens? oh you knew it was coming! nothing?! wanna know why? he is black! gah.. only till that kid hid under a table trying to be even funnier is the point where she nicely called him over to have a talk! not a stern voice when i asked for a highlighter or a yell when my friend was "talking" to another random person.
     Yes i racism is frowned upon by common society these days but i know that it is here and i know that it is in some peoples hearts and mind. if you don't believe you are racist today think about this, do you find your race better then another? do you not like a Mexican? did you vote for Obama just because he was black? if you answered any of these.. you are a plum RACIST. think on it

Praying...

     Have you ever just thought.. oh my god what the heck am i supposed to do when i pray? cause honestly when i ATTEMPT to do a prayer i just shut down thinking that i am just talking to myself all alone cause gah no one is going to respond? i ONLY ever do it as iv said before that i do it when i am backed into a corner all by myself needing a super or extra type of help in my life or in someone elses life.. i find prayer sometimes over exagerated? as in some of those people who just pray and pray and pray over such a small topic but draggg it out over several minutes and the rest of us just are sitting there dieng inside saying wow when is this going to end? I think that we can all agree that we were told to pray everynight before bedtime? quick prayer? i know that i had to say "now alay me down to sleep i pray the lord my sould to keep if i die before i wake i pray the lord my sould to take" and eventually i stopped once my mom stopped making me. but once that happened its seems as i never prayed again? i used to take advantage of such a short little rhym that i was forced to say but look at such a deep message is in that one little sentece that is more then a giantnovel some people make in church.. praying is something that is a confusion.
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Heaven? My Thoughts..

     Hey this is my first time doing one so dont laugh about how i do this or anything or i will delete your comment like the trash it is -.-
     But yes.. what a touchy subject this is huh? as children we were always told "hey its a good place where you get everything you want and you can be with god :D " then you get older and find out the hard truth that the bible says " that you are going to worship god all the time" now isnt that just a hard thing to learn? what happened to all the sunshine and good stuff that you can get? cause gah i cant barely survive and hour of church how am i going to survive FOREVER in church?! not saying i dont want to go to heaven!! cause it seems like a much better thing rather then going to a place where my butt is going to be roasted forever.. but anyways back on topic!
     What is this magical place that everyone of the christians and non christians seem to be discussing in everyday society? some say that its perfect [how can it be perfect] some people will have different opinions on whats perfect then others? what if soem want a place without snakes? some love snakes? what then? its just going to be a problem somehow? whats going to happen if you have two people that dispised each other on earth but managed to both get into heaven? are you going to have a crazy fight? cause i could imagine thunder going on..
     how do you even imagine this place? me? i see it as a place where its just another earth the only difference is we can walk through walls.. fly... teleport! whatever so that we can be with the ones that we love and can do the things that we love to do. i have heard this before that you are going to know that they were your family on earth but not cry when you see them? oh my god? seriously! i want t ocry to see my family up there when i die :O i am going to want to be able to love?! there is just such a giant gap in this story that just makes me think... gah... why cant it just be ALL written out on those stones that god made on the commandments.. probably put them on the back in small print that no one ever even saw...
    eh i dont even know what else to put on here? so if you comment! good for you :D if not good for me! see you everone

First Blog?

Alright poeple... here i go? i am just a curly haired white boy that lives in nc at the moment. hm.. lately i have been reading these blogs from my two youth pastors or yeah them. they are pretty cool in all and yeah i read some and now i wanted to start doing them! well not on this one so far.. i got to atleast give you time like i saw on drews that just was informing everyone on who he was and all. hm what else am i going to be able to say? uh i listen to music and i go to scohol.. and uh i play tennis! fun stuff.. oh well im going to go and make a new and important one next... oh well good bye people read some other more important one