Molestation

wow.. i am currently reading this book named "forged by fire" and oh my gosh i about puke/want to cry every three seconds that i read it because its so darn messed up and sad! i don't care if you have not read it yet but i am going to tell you anyways.. there is this black kid who has the neglecting drugged up mother and then the son ends up accidentally burning down the house and the mom is sentenced to jail for six years because of neglect and then he goes to live with his loving aunt. and then she ends up dieng of a heart attack and then he goes back to live with his mother. and then his stepfather is molesting his half sister and there is nothing that he can do about it, the mother and everyone in the house is being abused by the step father. and the step father said if the girl tells anyone that he is molesting her then he will throw her cat in the oven and eat her! OH MY GOD its revolting to even read.. its really astonishing how much i can get into this book and just feel for these imaginary people.. even though there very well could be kids and people going through situations just like this in common society these days.
     i seriously can not even fathom about what these kids and people are going through every day of their lives. they must be eaten up inside and nothing but a small void is left to consume inside of them this book may only have 150 pages but in these pages you feel for these people with all of your heart and are genually concerned for their imaginary well being.. this honestly made me feel something ;o i read this back in sixth grade or so but never really got to understand it because i didn't fully understand it all because my lack of vocabulary and slang. and well now that i have read it again i know alot more then what i did before and tha tmakes it just the more horrible.
     why on earth would these people do this stuff.. its so disgusting.. this is sometimes even worse then murder in my opinion. murder can be quick and easy but this is long lasting and has horrible scars left on your inner self. this can change you to a different person with these types of experiences and i don't even know why someone would even do this.. its just wrong.. do they have to feel like they are in control of something? well get a job and do something to be a boss but this abuse and stuff is just.. horrible.. gah i swear.. anyone who has done this deserves to burn in hell for all eternity for all that i care.