you know.. today was just a plain horrible day if i do say so myself. of course i should be happy that there was a three day weekend but gah i was in so much pain having to wake up this morning. i got the anual alarm clock ring in the morning and i looked at my phone with utter disgust refused to get up. so my mom had to come and wake me up like normal. and wow it was so hard getting out of bed! you would not believe it.. i mean some people wake up earlier then me and i just dont see how they do it :o some people stay up later and wake up earlier then me and i dont understand that either. i mean i just have a horrible time waking up in the morning. and from past experience i know that if i have a bad morning then gah im just going to have a bad day in general which was true in the case also. i was just being a plain hateful person ALL day. i didnt want to do work, i didnt want to listen to peoples bull crap, i was just being hateful to people randomly because they were either being rude or just idiotic. sure it was not nice but darn it i was mad and they deserved it. of course i did my work cause im good like that. but why does a morning effect your whole entire day? my reasons are because of..
-tiredness
-low expectations
-bad start
-blah!
i found that i was going EXTREMELY slow in my art project which i am not entirely happy about either because its due friday and im only on the beggining part of it.. is swear to god that if i dont finish it on time i will probably cry -.- i will most likely have to stay after school sometime this week or next so that i can finish it all on time and make it look good. and yeah that ruined my day. i found out that my friend was already done and shes tarted later then me! im JUST on the beggining and not even completely done with that. i think that once im done with the bottom that i will be going faster and better but who knows.. if not doing good tomorrow then i will flip out -.- so gah.. lets hope i do good and lets hope that tomorrow is a better day.
It's like we've talked about in youth group - outlook determines outcome. Don't just hope it will be a better day....make it a better day! When you wake up in the morning tomorrow, before you even get out of bed, find something to give God thanks for. Seriously, you will see a difference when you can find a positive thought to start your day off with! That doesn't mean crappy days still won't come, but starting the day off on a positive note makes them easier to deal with. Sorry you had a rough day and good luck with working on your project. See you tomorrow!
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